PARTTHREE-AYOUNGWOMANATTHORNFIELDCHAPTEREIGHTEENMr.Rochester'sStory "Jane,canyouimaginemyhorriblelifewhenyouhaveleftme?Iwillbealone,withnoonebutthatmadwomanupstairs.WherewillIfindfriendship,andlove,andhope?""Sir,youcanonlytrustinGod.Livewithoutdoingwrong,anddiehopingtogotoheaven,"Isaid.Ihadneversaidanythingharder."Butallthatisimpossiblewithoutyou!And...andyouhavenofamilythatwouldbeangry,ifyoulivedwithme!"Hesoundedlikeadesperateman,andIknewwhathesaidwastrue.ButIalsoknewthatIwasrighttoleavehim.Heseemedtoreadmythoughts.Hegrabbedmeandstaredfiercelyintomyeyes.Hecouldhavebrokenmeintwowithonehand,buthecouldnotbreakmyspirit.Istaredfirmlybackathim,eventhoughIwassmallandweak."Youreyes,Jane,"hesaid, "aretheeyesofabird.EvenifIbreakyourcage,Ican'treachyou,youbeautifulgirl!You'llflyawayfromme.Butyoucouldchoosetoflytome!"Heletmego,andonlylookedatme.Howharditwastoresistthatlook!"Iamgoing,Mr.Rochester,"Isaid.Myheartwasbreaking."Doesmylovemeannothingtoyou?OhJane,myhope...mylove...mylife!"Andhethrewhimselfintoachair.Ihadreachedthedoorandwasabouttoleave,butIcouldnot.Iwalkedback,bentoverMr.Rochester,andkissedhischeek. readmythoughts 看出了我的心思