《暮色》有声名著第八章03
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Itwasdarkinthecar,nolighthadcomeonwiththeopeningofthedoor,andIcouldbarelyseehisfaceintheglowfromthedashboard.Thetiressquealedashespunaroundtofacenorth,acceleratingtooquickly,swervingtowardthestunnedmenonthestreet.Icaughtaglimpseofthemdivingforthesidewalkaswestraightenedoutandspedtowardtheharbor.
"Putonyourseatbelt,"hecommanded,andIrealizedIwasclutchingtheseatwithbothhands.Iquicklyobeyed;thesnapasthebeltconnectedwasloudinthedarkness.Hetookasharpleft,racingforward,blowingthroughseveralstopsignswithoutapause.
ButIfeltutterlysafeand,forthemoment,totallyunconcernedaboutwhereweweregoing.Istaredathisfaceinprofoundrelief,reliefthatwentbeyondmysuddendeliverance.Istudiedhisflawlessfeaturesinthelimitedlight,waitingformybreathtoreturntonormal,untilitoccurredtomethathisexpressionwasmurderouslyangry.
"Areyouokay?"Iasked,surprisedathowhoarsemyvoicesounded.
"No,"hesaidcurtly,andhistonewaslivid.
Isatinsilence,watchinghisfacewhilehisblazingeyesstaredstraightahead,untilthecarcametoasuddenstop.Iglancedaround,butitwastoodarktoseeanythingbesidethevagueoutlineofdarktreescrowdingtheroadside.Weweren'tintownanymore.
"Bella?"heasked,hisvoicetight,controlled.
"Yes?"Myvoicewasstillrough.Itriedtoclearmythroatquietly.
"Areyouallright?"Hestilldidn'tlookatme,butthefurywasplainonhisface.
"Yes,"Icroakedsoftly.
"Distractme,please,"heordered.
"I'msorry,what?"
Heexhaledsharply.
"JustprattleaboutsomethingunimportantuntilIcalmdown,"heclarified,closinghiseyesandpinchingthebridgeofhisnosewithhisthumbandforefinger.
"Um."Iwrackedmybrainforsomethingtrivial. "I'mgoingtorunoverTylerCrowleytomorrowbeforeschool?"
Hewasstillsqueezinghiseyesclosed,butthecornerofhismouthtwitched.
"Why?"
"He'stellingeveryonethathe'stakingmetoprom—eitherhe'sinsaneorhe'sstilltryingtomakeupforalmostkillingmelast…well,yourememberit,andhethinkspromissomehowthecorrectwaytodothis.SoIfigureifIendangerhislife,thenwe'reeven,andhecan'tkeeptryingtomakeamends.Idon'tneedenemiesandmaybeLaurenwouldbackoffifheleftmealone.ImighthavetototalhisSentra,though.Ifhedoesn'thavearidehecan'ttakeanyonetoprom…"Ibabbledon.
"Iheardaboutthat."Hesoundedabitmorecomposed.
"Youdid?"Iaskedindisbelief,mypreviousirritationflaring. "Ifhe'sparalyzedfromtheneckdown,hecan'tgototheprom,either,"Imuttered,refiningmyplan.
Edwardsighed,andfinallyopenedhiseyes.
"Better?"
"Notreally."
Iwaited,buthedidn'tspeakagain.Heleanedhisheadbackagainsttheseat,staringattheceilingofthecar.Hisfacewasrigid.
"What'swrong?"Myvoicecameoutinawhisper.
"SometimesIhaveaproblemwithmytemper,Bella."Hewaswhispering,too,andashestaredoutthewindow,hiseyesnarrowedintoslits. "Butitwouldn'tbehelpfulformetoturnaroundandhuntdownthose…"Hedidn'tfinishhissentence,lookingaway,strugglingforamomenttocontrolhisangeragain. "Atleast,"hecontinued, "that'swhatI'mtryingtoconvincemyself."
"Oh."Thewordseemedinadequate,butIcouldn'tthinkofabetterresponse.
Wesatinsilenceagain.Iglancedattheclockonthedashboard.Itwaspastsix-thirty.
"JessicaandAngelawillbeworried,"Imurmured. "Iwassupposedtomeetthem."
Hestartedtheenginewithoutanotherword,turningaroundsmoothlyandspeedingbacktowardtown.Wewereunderthestreetlightsinnotimeatall,stillgoingtoofast,weavingwitheasethroughthecarsslowlycruisingtheboardwalk.Heparallel-parkedagainstthecurbinaspaceIwouldhavethoughtmuchtoosmallfortheVolvo,butheslidineffortlesslyinonetry.IlookedoutthewindowtoseethelightsofLaBellaItalia,andJessandAngelajustleaving,pacinganxiouslyawayfromus.
"Howdidyouknowwhere… ?"Ibegan,butthenIjustshookmyhead.Iheardthedooropenandturnedtoseehimgettingout.
"Whatareyoudoing?"Iasked.
"I'mtakingyoutodinner."Hesmiledslightly,buthiseyeswerehard.Hesteppedoutofthecarandslammedthedoor.Ifumbledwithmyseatbelt,andthenhurriedtogetoutofthecaraswell.Hewaswaitingformeonthesidewalk.
HespokebeforeIcould. "GostopJessicaandAngelabeforeIhavetotrackthemdown,too.Idon'tthinkIcouldrestrainmyselfifIranintoyourotherfriendsagain."
Ishiveredatthethreatinhisvoice.
"Jess!Angela!"Iyelledafterthem,wavingwhentheyturned.Theyrushedbacktome,thepronouncedreliefonboththeirfacessimultaneouslychangingtosurpriseastheysawwhoIwasstandingnextto.Theyhesitatedafewfeetfromus.
"Wherehaveyoubeen?"Jessica'svoicewassuspicious.
"Igotlost,"Iadmittedsheepishly. "AndthenIranintoEdward."Igesturedtowardhim.
"WoulditbeallrightifIjoinedyou?"heaskedinhissilken,irresistiblevoice.Icouldseefromtheirstaggeredexpressionsthathehadneverunleashedhistalentsonthembefore.
"Er…sure,"Jessicabreathed.
"Um,actually,Bella,wealreadyatewhilewewerewaiting—sorry,"Angelaconfessed.
"That'sfine—I'mnothungry."Ishrugged.
"Ithinkyoushouldeatsomething."Edward'svoicewaslow,butfullofauthority.HelookedupatJessicaandspokeslightlylouder. "DoyoumindifIdriveBellahometonight?Thatwayyouwon'thavetowaitwhilesheeats."
"Uh,noproblem,Iguess…"Shebitherlip,tryingtofigureoutfrommyexpressionwhetherthatwaswhatIwanted.Iwinkedather.Iwantednothingmorethantobealonewithmyperpetualsavior.ThereweresomanyquestionsthatIcouldn'tbombardhimwithtillwewerebyourselves.
"Okay."AngelawasquickerthanJessica. "Seeyoutomorrow,Bella…Edward."ShegrabbedJessica'shandandpulledhertowardthecar,whichIcouldseealittlewaysaway,parkedacrossFirstStreet.Astheygotin,Jessturnedandwaved,herfaceeagerwithcuriosity.Iwavedback,waitingforthemtodriveawaybeforeIturnedtofacehim.
"Honestly,I'mnothungry,"Iinsisted,lookinguptoscrutinizehisface.Hisexpressionwasunreadable.
"Humorme."
Hewalkedtothedooroftherestaurantandhelditopenwithanobstinateexpression.Obviously,therewouldbenofurtherdiscussion.Iwalkedpasthimintotherestaurantwitharesignedsigh.